Songs


Movin’ On (The Leaving Song)

Change is blowing in the wind       
A restless spirit rises in me                     
Not of muscle or bone     
A simple feeling of what home is

There’s a refuge some place
A shadow on your face as you tell me                             
We’ll be happy, give it time
In spite of all that’s come between us 

Feels like I’m sailing under water
I try to leave but I’m still here
Bless the mothers and the fathers
Whose fate is still unclear

Reeling in this autumn breeze
Is all I need for leaving 
Take a minute, take it in
Time is all I have to give you

Late November - movin’ on
Frost is heavy on your window
Your fingers melt away a view
So you can see me leaving

I’m like a spirit on the water
Fair wind filling up my sails 
Lift up the sons and the daughters  
Whose fate will be revealed

Give and Take

One step forward two steps back
Turn off that talk track                  
Fate changes like the wind
Double down, start again

Talked it out since we began
Fantasy’s a losing hand   
Play the game of “love me not”
Here and now is all we got      

No matter where you go
Passion burns in the glow
Another day goes by
In this in-between state of mind
Let’s make up for lost time   

We agreed when we met
What you give is what you get
Roll the dice, play the game
Risk and proof are the same

The world ain’t what we think it is
Baby it’s just what it is
But if I give and if you take    
Then the world is what we make 

No matter where you are    
You shine like the morning star
Another day goes by 
In this in-between state of mind    
Let’s make up for lost time 

No matter where you go    
Passion burns in the glow
The hour is growing late  
Good things come to those who wait  
Let’s not hesitate

High

Back then we were breaking rules
Taking chances skipping school
Who cared if everyone thought we were fools?                             

Smoking grass gettin high
Wasting time just gettin by
Who’d have thought being young was so hard to do?
I couldn’t  have made it through without you

Reel to reels college days
We were smart, we had things to say
Who was listening except me and  you?  

What’s that you always said?
“Who we are is what’s in our heads”
We took for granted that could be true
How did I fall from the graces of a friend like you? 

Teeter totters summer days
Rain and wishes wash away
My children are grown - what happened to you?

Here I stand  on my own
Who’s a friend? Who’s a foe?
I could use a new angel to give me a view
Lift me up high from this place, someone like you

The Dream

Take me, darling
Where you want to go
Who you want to be
Where all of the endings
Are like friends we know

Oh my little child
Did you hurt your knee?
Let me make it better
Put you on my shoulders
As it should always be

Is this the wheel or hands or sands of time?
Is it real?  Is the dream my life?
Off in a field a far flung  war rages on
Deep in the dream we are saved beneath the sun      
Are we only dreaming?
Am I only dreaming?

Hey there sunshine
Do you have to go?
Clouds bring rain in spring
Crocuses are sleeping
Beneath new fallen snow

Travel on a moonbeam
Pale as faded gold
Rise up through the ceiling
I can’t shake this feeling
The dream goes on and on 

Is it the wheel or hands or sands of time?
Is it real or is the dream a lie?
Off in a field a far flung war rages on
Deep in the dream we’re saved beneath the sun
Are we only dreaming?
Am I only dreaming?

Is this a dream of a dream of another life?

The Angel by William Blake; Songs of Innocence & Experience 1789

Angels of Alpha Centauri

Angel of mercy, where’s your mercy now?
Have it out with me
You’ve had it in for me     
I’ve carried you with me  
Through this troubled life                     

All the days I thought I needed you
Never there when I … 
Where the hell was I?
Fought in a war to die
Came home feeling used

The angels have flown to Alpha Centauri   
Shaking the dice on holiday
If they return we’ll sing their glory
If we remember the tune

Saving isn’t something angels do
They take themselves lightly     
That’s how they fly you see        
They don’t hand out mercy     
We find it on our own

If we learn to take it all in stride 
Mercy would simply be 
Treading this Earth lightly
Not a big show to see
Just another sun gone down

The angels have flown to Alpha Centauri
Shaking the dice on holiday
If they return we’ll sing their glory
If we remember the tune
If we remember the tune

The Tide

People come, people go
We scratch our names in sand                
It’s a tale we all know
We are stories in the wind                            

When we put ourselves to the test
What do we wish to prove?
That we are not like all the rest?
Or we have more to lose?

When the wind is at our backs
Time is on our side
Youth evades our slipping grasp    
Like waves upon the tide

The flood destroys all we made
So goes the myth we know              
The raging sea washes all awayThe tide forever flows    

So do not worry over broken dreams
We will dream up more
When we all find our sleep
The tide inside restores

When the wind is at our backs
Time is on our side
Youth evades our slipping grasp    
Like waves upon the tide

We must remember we are only here  
Long enough to find our songWhen we sing it high and clear  
Our tide will carry on

Maybe In October

Maybe in October
When the last wild fling’s over        
You’ll let me hold you
As the night comes down                            

I want to be your lover
Friendship is a cover
Love is harder
As our days roll on

Wind whispers her sweetest desires    
Shared with treetops as daylight retires                     
Our hearts beat a rhythm together so tender
Into the night we fade      

You know my feelings
But cannot hold them   
They drift away slowly
Like leaves in the Fall

Colors are bolder
Your lips are colder
Our hearts keep secrets
We never can tell

Wind whispers her sweetest desires
Shared with treetops as daylight retires
Our hearts beat a rhythm together so tender
Into the night you fade

I build a fire
Take in the choir
Let go of desire
Love myself

I’m not abandoned
With these night companions  
Who remind me
Of where I belong

Wind whispers I know her desires 
Lifts up my spirits as daylight retires
My heart beats a rhythm unique and tender
Into the night I fade

The Orchard

Take this fruit from Grandmother’s tree    
It’s enough for you and me
Save the seeds, an orchard grow
What we do is what we know

Songbirds circle overhead
At dusk they settle in their beds
Among the apples growing sweet   
Their love songs touch us in our sleep

The branch that’s bent so shall it grow  
As the seasons roll on            
All we dream and all we hope  
Carries us on as the orchard  grows

Babe's first steps upon the ground
Like an orchard make a sound
Of fruit falling from a tree    
The sounds of home and family

Of summer leaves in a gentle wind
All the stories of our kin
The orchard teaches us to prune
Away the old to grow anew

The branch that’s bent so shall it grow  
As the seasons roll on
All we dream and all we hope  
Carries us on

Down in the root cellar      
‘midst jars of summers yore
The roots of the orchard      
Show us who we are           
As the orchard grows

An Orchard In Spring by Claude Monet 1886


The Rabbit Shed

Papa don’t show me the ways
Of the world - do not betray me
Do not teach me to kill with coldness
Don’t take me down to the rabbit shed

These frail creatures in the dark
Dream in captive slumber
Gentle eyes and peaceful nature
They were made as we were made

We go on as if nothing’s changed
but I have changed inside      
A single stroke of a hatchet blade
shows me how you’re made              
A part of me has died

I see a different man
You were my protector
Now I know it’s as easy for you
To take a life as you take a breath

Take it away!  Please, take it away!
This destruction of tender creatures
Great and small, we take care
Don’t take me down, we take care
Great and small, we take care